I am very high strung today. Running along a high wire. I can't sit still. I keep tapping and my feet keep going and I am very wired. My wife says I make her nervous. I dunno why I am so wired but I am.

It is a beautiful day outside but it is very windy. Warm and sunny though. We are supposed to have a wintry mix tonight and snow tomorrow. Another day where it goes from the 60's down to below freezing. I'll tell you this weather is completely nuts. For the next few days we are supposed to be far below average. That after days of far above average. It will be very cold in work tomorrow night.

We just got back from Friendly's. We had breakfast there. Miah was a terror. He spilled his chocolate milk all over me and he palyed with his food rather than eat it. He did not even eat his ice cream. If that had been one of my kids I would have beat their ass when we got home but I guess I've mellowed in my old age. I merely accepted it and let it go. Better than getting angry over it.

Can't think. Too wired. Can barely type.

I am better no. I waited all day to post this. I have calmed down quite a bit but the chest pain is still there. It radiates down my arm. It hurts like a bitch as it does. It could very well be I was on the verge of a panic attack earlier and it is from that.

We went out. Shopping of course. Spending money. But it was good to get out, alone with my wife. It happens so rarely.

I am drained now. I feel like I could sleep for a week.

Well be good and stay strong and all of that good stuff. Always remember the magic found in smiles and hugs and laughter. It can change your life for the better if you let it.

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Comments (6)

  1. Bettymom

    Geez, kid, you made me feel like I’m buzzed and wired, and I’m not!

    March 09, 2017
    1. noahbody


      March 11, 2017
  2. EyeVey

    March 09, 2017
    1. noahbody

      March 11, 2017
  3. notthinking

    Hope things settle out Noah. Good for you on letting it go. No harm there. Kids will be kids and they grow out of the behavior.

    March 10, 2017
    1. noahbody

      some day they WILL grow out of it I hope.

      March 11, 2017