March 21, 2017

Ugh. Just woke up. Not good so far, I need my coffee. I don't even move until I've drank a full pot.

There. Coffee is done. I have had my fill. Now I feel if not human then at least awake.

Very down today. It seems I cycle more frequently than I am accustomed to of late. Each day is a new game. I am up. I am down. I am all around. Today it feels not so much like depression as just normally down. Normally down. I cannot believe I have even said that. Is there a normally down? That is not depression? I think so. It is being down without the beast to haunt me. It is being tired without being dead inside. It is being listless without the exhaustion. I guess it is what most people feel when they are down. It is not normal for me but I will take it.

I am not alone today for once. My wife is here with Miah and Tally and their father. It is unusual to not be alone but I like it. It is good to have some sound in the house besides the TV. It is good to have other warm bodies here with me. I always miss my wife when she is gone and she is gone far too often.

It is supposed to rain today. Better than snow at least. It will be up around 60 degF. I do not know what tonight will bring. I did not see the forecast since Miah wanted to watch the Mickey Mouse Club. Damn little bugger is getting too smart. When I told him I did not have the remote he went out to the living room and brought me in the remote from out there. So much for making excuses. He does not fool for that one anymore. LOL!

My wife just found my old Mac card. Question I have is if it was here all along then how was it used by someone else in a gas station in Las Vegas? Obviously the number was stolen somehow. It would be nice to know how. I rarely if ever use it online. But rarely is not never. By far the vast majority of it's usage is to get money out of a Mac machine. And I always choose to have my receipts emailed to me. Unless I used it when we visited Vegas a year and a half ago and it was stolen then. The number I mean. But I can't imagine a thief waiting that long to use it. Dunno but I do know that I am extra careful with my new MAC card now.

Work again tonight. Then 2 days off then a 3 nightwork weekend. After that a week's vacation. A working vacation but still a vacation. I will be working in NC at my wife's direction. She has quite the honey do list for down there.

Well be good people. Stay strong and always remember the magic found in smiles and hugs and laughter. It is a magic that can change your life for the better it you allow it.

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Comments (4)

  1. Bettymom

    Our credit card number was used in a restaurant in Phoenix, AZ when we were living in Maryland. We didn’t have any problem clearing up the mistake, but you never know about stuff like that!

    March 21, 2017
    1. noahbody

      I see that now. Sorry to hear about that. I had no trouble from the bank about clearing it up either but still it was a pain in the butt.

      March 21, 2017
  2. belladora

    It’s a pain when this happens. Watched daylight every day. All I need now is Sunshine

    March 22, 2017
    1. noahbody

      Yes. Me too.

      March 22, 2017