March 23, 2017

I am still doing well this morning. No depression to speak of. No beast. No panic attacks. No headache for once. And I slept well thank God. It is a good day so far but I have only just gotten up. I am drinking my coffee, my life blood and wondering where my wife is off to already. She is gone early this morning. She should not have the kids to get off to school since my youngest is off today so I cannot help but wonder where she is.

I have a shrink appointment today at noon. I have to tell him about the mirtazapine being recalled and see if there is something else I can take to replace it. I will tell him about the continued depressions. Just to see what he can do about it. The mirtazapine is my anti depressant so it is small wonder that I continue to have trouble there. I know I don't have to live like this if only I can find a solution.

It looks to be another beautiful day. Cold though. We are supposed to be in the 70's on Saturday but I will sleep that away since I will be on nightwork for the weekend. Shiftwork blows. 12 hour shifts are even worse. They never give your body time to adjust before it is time to change again. The good thing is that I never have to work more than 3 days in a row barring overtime which I do my best to avoid. Unlike when my kids were little when I worked every overtime I could get.

Miah and Tally are here again with their father. Still it is like being alone. None of them really have anything to do with me. He doesn't talk to me or even acknowledge my presence. Or perhaps I don't talk to him. Either way it is like being alone.

But being alone isn't bothering me today. Nothing is bothering me today. I am in a good mood and nothing can spoil it. At least so far nothing can.

I have a leak in the kitchen sink I have to fix today. I am not much of a plumber but I guess I can hold my own. It usually takes a few trips to the hardware store to get the right parts but I manage eventually. I still have not investigated the leak so I don't know what I need yet. I'm not sure if it's the drain or the dishwasher connection or what but it's a pretty good leak.

Well be good people. Stay strong and always remember the magic found in smiles and hugs and laughter. It can change your life if you let it.

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Comments (2)

  1. belladora

    Wow, you sound like it’s a really good day. Keep an eye on daylight.

    March 23, 2017
    1. noahbody

      And sunshine!

      March 23, 2017