May 16, 2017

It is a tears day although I do not know why. I am way down again today. Depression is kicking my ass. But I have had no panic attacks or headaches at least. I slept like the dead last night. Not surpsising since I did not sleep a wink the night before. I was exhausted when I went to bed.

I was in a fog when I finally got up today. I wandered around in the fog eventually managing to get the coffee brewing. Coffee helped a little but I am still in a bit of a fog.

My wife comes home today. Hooray for that but I will be in work by the time she gets home. That is OK. I will see her tomorrow.

Bleh! Work! I do not feel like work tonight at all. I wonder if it will be a busy night or if it will be quiet. I am hoping for quiet even though that makes for a long night. I am just not in the mood for busy.

I have laundry and dishes to do. Tice is not home and has not been home since yesterday. I'm told he went to the hospital because his back was out. If so he must have walked there. Poor man. I know what it is like to have back problems and to have to walk with them. I would have driven him to the hospital but I was at the funeral.

It is a beautiful day outside. Today it is supposed to be in the 70's but tomorrow it is supposed to hit 90. Near record heat. The record is 92 and we will be damn close to that.

Unfortunately the sunshine does nothing for the depression. It is still so dark deep down inside me.

Well be good people and stay strong. Always face the world with a smile. Never refuse a hug and try for at least one good laugh per day. There is real life changing magic in smiles and hugs and laughter. Let it change YOUR life.

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